I love you but

I can't want more for you than you want for yourself
I shouldn't
I want you to know that i love you and i'm here for you always
Despite the fact that my mouth spews blunt intruments sometimes,
ill listen
Really listen
even when i can't understand
how it is you stay with him
when he talks down to you
screams at you in public
grabs you violently
insists that your love is so small that it can only encompass him
I want you to know that im here
because i love you
and I see more
better
so much better for you
And i'm waiting for your call